Wingless Chapter 1.8

Our life seemed perfect from the outside, it was perfect. But is wasn’t real. One day after the other went by, until this morning. Toke proposed to me, I didn’t know what to say, he gave me the ring and I looked into his eyes and I said “yes”.

On our wedding day everything was perfect, just after the movie. I had the most beautiful dress and Toke´s brother took some wedding pictures.

Life goes on, we enjoy our life as a married couple and Toke is really in love with Ethan. Now I knew that I made the right decision.

Ethan has grown, he a beautiful little toddler and we both love him to the sky. He has already learnt to walk and talk, I have a feeling that he is going to be successful.

Toke is working a lot, he is coming home late, some days he comes home in the morning and he doesn’t seem tired when he arrives at home. Also, he acts weird, I doesn’t look me in the eyes when I talk to him.
One night when I didn’t came home I called one of my friends, she told me she was him on the bar with another woman.

The morning he came home I confronted him with it, I told him to tell me the truth. He did, he said it was a woman from work. They decided to go for a drink after work. He didn’t know how many he got, but he told me he maybe kissed her, but it was nothing, he didn’t love her, he loved me.

I don’t know what to say, I don’t know what to feel, but I gave him a chance more, not for me but for Ethan. Ethan is the only reason he is in my life. 

(author's note: This was the last chapter in season 1, i will start working on the next season. My holiday is over, so it will take longer time, because i have me school to focus on)

Wingless Chapter 1.7

I thought about going back together with Toke, but he left me because of my Family name and status. The big day came, I was going to have my first child. I was living on the street, sleeping at community lots and using their facilities. I gave birth to a boy and I named him Ethan, he lighted my world up and I realise how miserable my life was. I made the call, Toke and Tommy arrived the next day. Toke bought a house, and Tommy crashed at the couch.    

There was no love between us anymore, I only did it for Ethan. I didn’t want Ethan to grow up on the street and getting bullied be the other kids at school.

Time passes, Tommy met this Woman and proposed to her. Toke arranged a bachelor party for Tommy, I planed the wedding together with his future wife. It was all so perfect I wished it was my wedding. I started falling in love with Toke again, we kissed at his brother´s wedding. The boys had an amazing party, Toke sent me a picture where they danced in underwear, it was weird, but I felt the ice between us was melted.

 (Author's note: Sorry if this chapter isn't that good, i am working on making the nexts better, but i felt it was some information you needed, but i could write it better)  

Wingless Chapter 1.6

It has been month since I was together with Toke. He didn’t response on my calls, he didn’t live next door with Tommy. I gave up on Tommy to be with Toke. And I had some amazing big news to tell, I was pregnant, with his child. Finally, I got in contact with him, I invited him over for dinner to tell the news.
I didn’t get the response I was expecting, he got mad or at least he wasn’t happy about it. He started telling me that he couldn’t see me, because of the family name, he couldn’t be known for getting a child with another woman, he was married to a rich woman down the shore. He told me it would be best if I left town for a bit. I cried and I yelled at him, I needed him out of my house out of my life right now.

After he left I ordered a holiday in Sunset Valley, rented a house close to the beach, packed my stuff and left my house without looking back. I almost forgot about my past, living near the beach, getting tan and enjoying life.

The owner of the house called, I didn’t pay for more than a month. I had about one week to find a new house, suddenly I wasn’t happy at all. I didn’t have any money to buy or rent a house, a baby was on its way. I didn’t see another solution than, calling Tommy. He told me, that Toke´s wife passed away and he begged me to take him back. I cried again. 

Wingless Chapter 1.5

I was still at the bar and still together with Toke. He offered me a drink and one more. I don’t even know how much I got. But suddenly he started flirting with me, and I liked it, so I flirted back.

He kissed me, I kissed him, we both kissed each other. What just happened? I have no idea why I did it, and why I enjoyed it. But we kept flirting, dancing and kissing.

I was getting tired and told him I needed to go home. He insists on following me home, and he did. We were standing in front of my house, my newly paint fence and shudders. He kissed me, and asked if he could sleep with me, just this one time. “I know you want, I know you want me close to you, I know, please” I begged me and he was right I craved for someone to look at me like he did.

It was in the middle of the night, and I ran out vomiting. I must have blacked out, I don’t remember going to bed. I walked to the bedroom and saw Toke in my bed, he was naked. I begged that we just got to sleep and nothing else happened. I was so tired, that I didn’t want to think more about so I just felt asleep again. 

Wingless Chapter 1.4

I feel exhausted, maybe I got 5 hours of sleep, I don’t know. I’ve been thinking the whole night, and come to this conclusion, I’m maybe in love with Tommy and I maybe have a crush on Toke. But I need to talk to Toke, I need to know why Tommy didn’t talked to me last night and why he suddenly wanted to talk with me. But right it isn’t a great time, I think I need to get drunk and have an amazing night without worries.

I made some breakfast and practiced my painting skill, until 15.00 where the Bar opened.

The music was still low at this point of the afternoon. I look out of the window and Toke is walking past, I follow him with my eyes and he step inside the bar. I look directly into his sunglasses, and I think he looks at me, in any case he is walking in my direction

We talked, I think I realise how awkward I felt about the conversation, because I asked if he could be me drink and maybe take a game of table football. We took to games, and every time someone scored the other one had to drink. We got a lot of alcohol while playing.   

I don’t know how he talked me into singing karaoke, but he did. It probably sounded awful, but we had so much fun.  

“Toke I need to speak to you, have a serious talk. I think I’m I love with your brother, and he was in love with me, but he didn’t spoke to me last night, didn’t even notice me” 

He told me to give him time, and while waiting for his brother to be ready, I could maybe give him a chance. Maybe i should give him a chance, he is handsome, kind and extremely good looking.

Author´s note: Should she start dating or should she stick to Tommy? comment or i will choose something, i just want to involve you.

Wingless Chapter 1.3

More day went by practicing, but I think is time for visiting my neighbours. The neighbours were Tommy and Toke Bank.Toke ignores me completely, but luckily Tommy was nice to me.

 Tommy and I talked the whole night.

 Tommy and I was together a lot, almost every day, when I wasn’t working and he wasn’t. We had so much fun.  

Days went by, I was working my ass out for getting a promotion. I haven’t talked to Tommy for weeks. While I painting I got a text from Tommy, he was hosting a party at his house and I should come by.

I almost dropped the painting on the floor, because just ran into the bedroom the get dressed.
At Tommy's house we were about 6 persons, so I wouldn’t call it a party, but who cares. No one noticed that I had entered the party, not even Tommy. I just stood in the door opening, watching how Tommy had so much fun with his friends. I was about to turn around and walk home, when a hand touched my shoulder. I turned around looking straight into some black sunglasses. “ I didn’t think I introduced myself yesterday” It was Toke, and he was talking to me. 

He turned out to be very nice, but the only thing I could think about was that Tommy still haven’t said a word to me. I kept talking with Toke and we had so much fun, but around 3 am I had to leave. Toke gave me an amazing hug, but it the only person I could think of while hugging what Tommy.

I was laying in my bed thinking about the night, and why Tommy didn’t noticed me and why I even care about it. 

Wingless Chapter 1.2

For a long time, I wasn’t going out or meeting new people i was only practicing my painting skill.
It got me thinking, did my parents want me to stay at home and only go out for working in the grocery? I didn’t think so.

The summer festival was in town so that was a great place to start. I was roller-skating, but it wasn’t my kind of thing. It was funny, but when you are not good at it and just driving in circles for yourself it´s not funny. 

 I saw a hotdog eating competition was going to start, and why not give it a try. And who knew I was good at eating hotdog fast, good enough to win? I won a big plate of hotdogs, kind of funny, because I didn’t felt for eating one hotdog more the next days. It was getting late so I decided to go home to bed

Wingless Chapter 1.1

Louise Wingless parents died in a car crash when she was about 2 years. She got adopted, but it was there hell happened. Her step dad was verbal and physical hurting her, and when she turned 16 he started abusing her. But is wasn't only her, i did the same thing to her stepmother. She turned 18 and went directly to the police. She and her step mother witnessed against him. They won the case and moved to sunset valley. About 2 years after her step mother passed away. Louise moved to Twinbrook to start a new life.